My mom and dad went to a funeral home yesterday for my nieces' and nephew's other grandfather. I feel bad that I chose not to go but I knew one of my exes would be there, and I didn't want to see him. Seeing that person again would bring me back 10 years and erase all the healing I did since he rejected me. I didn't want him to know I use a wheelchair now. I don't know if it was the right choice but it was the right choice for me. I guess that's all that matters.

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I want to see Oppenheimer so bad but it's not out yet, there's a preorder on youtube with no release date. I don't blame them with 2 huge wars going on in the world and probably more that I am unaware of
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Early this morning, on facebook I saw these awesome lamps for around $50. I really want a dragon one but I was told that I'm weird, it's for kids, and the cat would knock it over (link to photo in discussion)

Can't think of anything else to write for now. Happy Monday.