OK, so this is hard. I just spent an hour trying to silence voices telling me not to do this. LOL, no one can tell me I don't hear their voices because they are not part of this world most likely (don't tell my mom, lol, beats being catatonic but I was able to silence the voices of a world of doubt)

I paid for the course so I will try it. I have until February 4th to get licensed or back out.

Good news is my brain mri came back normal which is amazing because I know now that there is nothing wrong with me. Huge relief.