Went out to some new venue, last night, and it was quite good. The event was similar to many I have been to but this was a new venue so it was a bit of an exploration.

The bizarre thing is that I felt myself stressed out about various elements of this for the few days leading up to it. Not stressed about social situations or how to get there and back (which was simple), but about whether or not this would be an example of the friction against the future. Luckily, it wasn't and the present is still alive.

I have talked about this friction, in the past, but it is basically the feeling of "the universe trying to push you out of it". I assume it is how a sliver feels as your body tries to push it out via blood pressure and muscle contractions. In short, it will be uncomfortable in a strange way, as this will not be a physical sensation, but still very real.

I suppose that this means that the friction is already starting, as I am now feeling it in my mind even at a distance. It is starting as the stress which comes from fear but it will then transition into the feeling of philosophical incompatibility.

Time is, as always, running out,
...Nights