Just noting that Abilify is doing wonders for my concentration and I've only taken two 5mg tabs, so far as it was added back two days ago but this is good, I have to tell my doctor when I see her.

I have to figure out what I'm going to do workwise. After finding out that I am smashing my exercise/physical strength goals, she suggested I look into work
and gave me a link to March of Dimes. I signed up for a phone call but no one has called me yet. I guess I need to get into job search mode once I get my full
concentration back, that I haven't had for a few months now.

I am always jumping the gun.

I was supposed to go to Variety Village today but my mom has an appointment at the hospital for a screening test at 6:45pm. She can't do more than one thing a day, lmao, "but what if the wheeltrans is late taking us back at 3:30pm?!?"

I would have gone to the Village myself but she likes coming and I need someone there to push my wheelchair behind me while I'm walking (since a big strong man is out of the question! lol)

My oldest brother was just admitted to hospital today for unstable blood pressure. I literally never heard of people unable to control their blood pressure until my dad had that. We don't know why he had that we always just thought it was due to medications and cancer. But anyway my brother is going through tests now to see what's happening, apparently earlier in the week they told him he was dehydrated. Since my dad died, apparently, he's been running himself into the ground, working here in our condo and then at my nephew (his son's) new house and getting the house ready for sale. I am not surprised since it took me a week without dad to somehow run myself
into the ground mentally and I'm just now getting out of that fog, I guess.

Mary (my brother's girlfriend) also has health issues from a concussion (damn I was lucky when I had mine) and is having a hard time with driving anxiety since, therefore is spending most of her time at her mother's when not working so I dunno, just hoping everything turns out okay.