For some time, I have been noticing that I am becoming "stranger". I blame this on general isolation and lack of humanization. I don't really know how to interact with people, these days, so I just seem to intensely babble or just generally act off-puting.

From talking to doctors to interacting in large social situations, I am starting to think I need to spend more time hiding so as not to subject the world to the bizarre creature which is me.

I am starting to get scared that I am making people uncomfortable merely by existing in a space with them.

I can't imagine a way out of this,
...Nights