Oddly uninspired
Posted by Moonless Nights
Oddly uninspired
Really haven't been feeling up to much, the past week or so, and I am not sure why. Nothing is unusually off, aside from some small things, so everything should be fine.

I have even been getting out for 1-2 hour walks, most of the past several days. Beyond that, I see that the weather is nice and wish I had more of an interest to be out in it. As has been the case for a very long time, however, without a specific task or destination, I get confused when I am outside, my mind drifting back to a "what am I doing here?" thought. As the summer gets going, I suspect I will start going on longer walks or other things, to keep me outside. Years ago, I used to walk out to the the beaches or Tommy Thompson park, so I will need to do that again (that is about 2 hours, 1-way).

One of the problems might be that it not gets very bright in my living room at around this time of day and well into the evening, which I find somewhat disorienting.

Otherwise, work on October Project is moving slowly due to this lack of focus or inspiration, although the AI logic is mostly in place and I am just fleshing out the tests to make sure that the integration point is working correctly.

Today is also World Goth Day, so I feel like I should be out, milling about. Feet are still having a bit of a rough time with those new boots, though.

...Nights