So the reason I first started facebook was to keep in touch with friends and family while I was at Grace House, by suggestion of one of the social workers. 20 years later I might need this person for a reference and I know I can't ask because I allowed her to be on my facebook and we had a falling out.. so off I go contacting other people from what I feel is eons ago. For someone who doesn't really keep in touch with people that long and whose longest friendship is 13 years... this is very distressing. If I do not get a PACE apartment I do not know what I will do. In some ways, Facebook has ruined my life. In others, it has enhanced it but I really need this apartment to happen and I pleaded my case more than once, I am SO scared at the same time. I hope I hear from my former caseworkers I found on linkedin, it was so long ago that I needed them.