After a couple days of network visibility issues, I can see this.

I am happy to hear that you like writing in this space. It is completely public but you can only see responses from people you follow, there isn't really a chance of some strange trolling, or anything.

Is this lonely feeling worse than it has been in the past? Are you not able to maintain any of the other interactions you have had in the past? Why feeling angry?

I know that I am also feeling isolated, these days, even though there is a world outside. I just can't shake this feeling that I am not "allowed" to interact with it, as though my existence is so offensive that I must avoid contact with other humans.

If you are interested, we can get back into meeting in OP, once this next release is done. Movement in the current release just doesn't feel right and it bothers me.

I hope that you feel better as this difficult time passes.