Moonless Nights
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My personal channel, largely replacing those I used to have on other systems, back in the client-server days.
This channel is mostly for just writing personal thoughts about inter-personal relationships, technical opinions, the direction of humanity and its cultures, and a search for purpose, more broadly.
Personally, I am a software developer (systems programming, if you were interested). In my personal life, I am polyamorous (however you feel about that). Socially, I like to associate with the goth scene (which I have done since early 2003).
This channel is mostly for just writing personal thoughts about inter-personal relationships, technical opinions, the direction of humanity and its cultures, and a search for purpose, more broadly.
Personally, I am a software developer (systems programming, if you were interested). In my personal life, I am polyamorous (however you feel about that). Socially, I like to associate with the goth scene (which I have done since early 2003).
Re: Not completely doomed. (on Jul. 19, 2025, 1:38:45 a.m.)
Aww, getting to help out little kitties must be nice.
Doing what you can to work on strength and coordination with your legs sounds like a good idea. I am sure that anything which improves your mobility will make you feel better and help with that [...]
Doing what you can to work on strength and coordination with your legs sounds like a good idea. I am sure that anything which improves your mobility will make you feel better and help with that [...]
Re: The World of Distractions (on Jul. 19, 2025, 1:34:35 a.m.)
Yes, it is definitely one of those universally "grounding" experiences. Just be wary of the power of the sun as it quickly becomes a "scalding" experience, as well.
Crafting a Mythology (part 1) (on Jul. 19, 2025, 1:33:12 a.m.)
I crafted this universe long ago, as I needed a place where I could escape but also where I could build something to occupy my mind.
I twisted together the strands of matter and mathematics into the mesh which became the solid ground. I blended [...]
I twisted together the strands of matter and mathematics into the mesh which became the solid ground. I blended [...]
The World of Distractions (on Jul. 16, 2025, 10:45:16 p.m.)
Something I have always found throughout my life, but more now than ever before, is that I am easily distracted.
Actually, that isn't entirely true and this is more just a form of procrastination. When focused, I am able to stay on task, but when [...]
Actually, that isn't entirely true and this is more just a form of procrastination. When focused, I am able to stay on task, but when [...]
Cultural Sophon (on Jul. 13, 2025, 2:39:18 a.m.)
Something in my mind, lately, is the idea of the sophon (Three Body Problem) being something which can disrupt fundamental physics research, thus limiting human technological progress.
I was thinking about how we seem to have other ideas or [...]
I was thinking about how we seem to have other ideas or [...]
Re: New Volunteering Gig: Abbey Cats Adoption Screener (on Jul. 11, 2025, 9:34:43 p.m.)
That sounds like a good way to spend time. Anything to think about kitties more often!
Happy Canada Day! (on Jul. 1, 2025, 1:43:51 p.m.)
Here we are on the 158th anniversary of the day the British North America Act came into effect, thus making our great nation a distinct governing entity within the Commonwealth Realms.
Given the more recent threats against our sovereignty, I hope [...]
Given the more recent threats against our sovereignty, I hope [...]
Re: Bumble, "Virgins" and Connect the Dots (on Jun. 29, 2025, 6:39:40 p.m.)
Hmm, I am surprised to hear that people had a good experience with one of those dating services since I have heard generally negative things (partly because the companies running them are incentivized to fail so you don't leave their market).
It is [...]
It is [...]
Endorphin Drop (on Jun. 29, 2025, 6:36:28 p.m.)
As per usual, I feel absolutely terrible, today. Part of this is the hangover from being out late drinking but there is also that seemingly new-ish problem of a sort of "endorphin hangover". Since I so rarely see people, it seems like my baseline [...]
That Heat (on Jun. 24, 2025, 8:53:06 p.m.)
This heat wave has been pretty crazy. I wonder if it is at all related to my strange sleeping lately: Not able to sleep for longer than about 5-6 hours but then exhausted every evening (more than usual). It might just be mental state, or [...]
Re: Found a safe space here. (on Jun. 10, 2025, 7:44:04 p.m.)
After a couple days of network visibility issues, I can see this.
I am happy to hear that you like writing in this space. It is completely public but you can only see responses from people you follow, there isn't really a chance of some strange [...]
I am happy to hear that you like writing in this space. It is completely public but you can only see responses from people you follow, there isn't really a chance of some strange [...]
Sun tiredness? (on Jun. 2, 2025, 10:00:07 p.m.)
Spent some time reading in the park, today, since it was warm-ish and I should spend some more time outside.
After coming back inside, I felt incredibly tired. I wonder if that is related to getting too much sun when I am not used to it.
In any [...]
After coming back inside, I felt incredibly tired. I wonder if that is related to getting too much sun when I am not used to it.
In any [...]
Re: Decided to get my hair layered and shortened today. (on Jun. 2, 2025, 9:51:37 p.m.)
That looks pretty good and must be easier to manage in the summer.
As for me, I still haven't cut my hair in nearly 22 years. I am not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
As for me, I still haven't cut my hair in nearly 22 years. I am not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
Re: Should I be worried about grey hair? (on May 28, 2025, 10:19:52 a.m.)
I wouldn't worry too much about grey hair. When I was younger, I always told people that they will know I have become annoyed with the grey when they see me show up with jet black hair. Now that I am older, I don't really care (or at least don't [...]
Re: Playing with Fire (on May 22, 2025, 2:05:35 a.m.)
Yeah, it definitely sounds like you were feeling frustration with things.
Interesting way of looking at things, in our world of isolation, that all of our friends are musicians since music is constant for so many people.
Interesting way of looking at things, in our world of isolation, that all of our friends are musicians since music is constant for so many people.
With Sage-like Sway (on May 21, 2025, 12:19:58 a.m.)
One of the things which bothers me about myself is that I am still not very good and keeping my cool. It bothers me when someone says something which upsets me and I speak up to confront them.
I guess I think that resistance must be stated and [...]
I guess I think that resistance must be stated and [...]
Re: Ultrasound, weekend plans, art (on May 16, 2025, 8:14:56 p.m.)
Good to hear that there is nothing too bad in any immediate sense. Worth seeing if they say anything useful in terms of ways to resolve that or at least manage it.
Have a good weekend and enjoy your food and family visits.
Have a good weekend and enjoy your food and family visits.
Re: E-Mail Protection Rackets (on May 16, 2025, 8:12:14 p.m.)
I eventually remembered someone by that name, who I did know way back in the day, so I assume it is them.
Eventually, after a few tries, the mail did go through.
I know that I sometimes get a bizarre pseudo-bounce when I reply to you, where it [...]
Eventually, after a few tries, the mail did go through.
I know that I sometimes get a bizarre pseudo-bounce when I reply to you, where it [...]
Re: My attempt to branch out (on May 16, 2025, 8:10:08 p.m.)
That sounds good. Network was being odd so I didn't see this right away.
I have been ok and trying to get out a bit more, even if just to walk around the area in the warm weather. Of course, this weekend will set that back, by the looks of it [...]
I have been ok and trying to get out a bit more, even if just to walk around the area in the warm weather. Of course, this weekend will set that back, by the looks of it [...]
E-Mail Protection Rackets (on May 15, 2025, 10:59:52 p.m.)
Got an E-Mail from someone today who said we knew each other back in the Ottawa days. I don't remember the name but I don't normally expect to so I tried to respond.
Well, that was rejected since their E-Mail provider has decided that they need [...]
Well, that was rejected since their E-Mail provider has decided that they need [...]
Half a Litre of Blood Later (on May 15, 2025, 10:53:57 p.m.)
Finally got around to making a blood donation, today. This is the first time since the 90s.
What changed this time? I finally decided to go up to Yonge and Bloor, since King is always booked up whenever I check it.
It is funny that it has been [...]
What changed this time? I finally decided to go up to Yonge and Bloor, since King is always booked up whenever I check it.
It is funny that it has been [...]
Re: My attempt to branch out (on May 9, 2025, 12:02:59 p.m.)
Hmm, hopefully those outings work well. In this day and age, anything we can do to get out of our spaces and interact with real people is a good thing.
Re: Writing Letters (on May 9, 2025, 12:02:17 p.m.)
It is surprising how different it feels in the mind to write versus type. I hope that I can keep this up and find a sense of "mindfulness" from it.
Writing Letters (on May 4, 2025, 2:57:33 a.m.)
Today was a rough day, since I seem to be getting that "emotional drop" more severely as time goes on. It was great to be out with people, last night, so being alone today left me feeling an odd kind of despair. I think it is because I get so [...]
Made in Canada listing (on May 1, 2025, 5:23:33 p.m.)
I remember this site popping up a few years ago but I can't remember why. It was good back then and it is still good now: Made in CA (linked in context). Given the current state of international trade/relations, this is more valuable than ever. [...]